I wish I had the power to rewind and restart!
or just rewind and stop,
or fast forward and end it.
Life would have been so much better.
Every wrong decision could be corrected, every step could have been thought of again, every choice could be considered, every move checked.
But, that's not what he has written for us or for that matter,if we really had the remote control over life, life wouldn't be as good as it was/is/will be.
Click and you are free from evil.
Another click and you could skip a part of your life.
Another click and you can stop your life there and then.
But, the only default click in our life's remote control is the play button.
So,let it be!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
No title
Hello old friend, its really nice to see you again
Remember a day when we were young
We sang a song that could never be sung
We played under the hills of the lost paradise
asking questions that filled our eyes
What do you want from me?
If you put your trust in me
I'll make bright your day
And If I could then I would I'll go wherever you will go
Coz it's times like these you give and give again.
I could answer if only I knew how
Without a warning you broke my heart
take it back dear, and tear it apart.
So you think you can tell, heaven from hell?
Rather sell my soul for complete control
Coz silently its hard to ignore.
Do what you want to do and go where you want to go
I will be here for you, If you'd only care
So If you don't see me in this world, I'll see you in the next one.
But don't be late!
P.S- Every line is from a different song and this is the best we could come up till now.
Remember a day when we were young
We sang a song that could never be sung
We played under the hills of the lost paradise
asking questions that filled our eyes
What do you want from me?
If you put your trust in me
I'll make bright your day
And If I could then I would I'll go wherever you will go
Coz it's times like these you give and give again.
I could answer if only I knew how
Without a warning you broke my heart
take it back dear, and tear it apart.
So you think you can tell, heaven from hell?
Rather sell my soul for complete control
Coz silently its hard to ignore.
Do what you want to do and go where you want to go
I will be here for you, If you'd only care
So If you don't see me in this world, I'll see you in the next one.
But don't be late!
P.S- Every line is from a different song and this is the best we could come up till now.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
Relived!
I am on top of the world !
Well almost!
I re-lived manipal for 4 fucking hours!
An exam at 2 pm, got up at 11 am.
It's drizzling outside.
Get ready and take an auto to the canteen.
Eat breakfast.
Go to the exam hall eating chocolate.
Tensed as fuck!
Write the exam.
Come out early.
Go to the canteen.
Eat lunch!
Go to lipton for milds!
Come back walking while listening to the Ipod.
And all this while its either drizzling or Sun coming out from the corner.
I lived the same fucking thing today.
but canteen replaced by a foo court.
The auto replaced by a friend's Audi.
The milds replaced by marlboro.
The bad exam replaced by a good one.
Just one thing missing- Friends.
Well It's a big thing but I am happy with listening to Ipod and walking back alone.
At least I felt you all were there.
P.S - I love the manipal weather.
Well almost!
I re-lived manipal for 4 fucking hours!
An exam at 2 pm, got up at 11 am.
It's drizzling outside.
Get ready and take an auto to the canteen.
Eat breakfast.
Go to the exam hall eating chocolate.
Tensed as fuck!
Write the exam.
Come out early.
Go to the canteen.
Eat lunch!
Go to lipton for milds!
Come back walking while listening to the Ipod.
And all this while its either drizzling or Sun coming out from the corner.
I lived the same fucking thing today.
but canteen replaced by a foo court.
The auto replaced by a friend's Audi.
The milds replaced by marlboro.
The bad exam replaced by a good one.
Just one thing missing- Friends.
Well It's a big thing but I am happy with listening to Ipod and walking back alone.
At least I felt you all were there.
P.S - I love the manipal weather.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Revenge
I'm in a mood of Revenge suddenly.
And it's not the best mood to be in because it comes once in 89 days 17 hours and 2 minutes .
But whenever it comes it makes me let out my frustration.
And the one who is on the receiving end is NOT chosen randomly.
But they are the ones who had the power to bring on my revenge mode.
And if they knew me, they should they should have also known what they were heading for.
But they really didn't care or they did.
I don't care because once you are there, there is now way out.
(Exceptions have been there, but you are surely not one of them)
So be ready for the devil.
He will kill you, he will make you feel the pain, he will be brutal.
Welcome to the world of revenge!
But wait, let me tell you, It's gonna be superbad.
And,I won't care what the world thinks when I become a devil because they didn't care when you were a devil.
P.S- Have you ever felt the same ever? Have you ever felt like taking a revenge?
And it's not the best mood to be in because it comes once in 89 days 17 hours and 2 minutes .
But whenever it comes it makes me let out my frustration.
And the one who is on the receiving end is NOT chosen randomly.
But they are the ones who had the power to bring on my revenge mode.
And if they knew me, they should they should have also known what they were heading for.
But they really didn't care or they did.
I don't care because once you are there, there is now way out.
(Exceptions have been there, but you are surely not one of them)
So be ready for the devil.
He will kill you, he will make you feel the pain, he will be brutal.
Welcome to the world of revenge!
But wait, let me tell you, It's gonna be superbad.
And,I won't care what the world thinks when I become a devil because they didn't care when you were a devil.
P.S- Have you ever felt the same ever? Have you ever felt like taking a revenge?
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
It's time !
It's that time of your life, when you should do what you always wanted to do.
It's that time of your life, when you should free yourself from any kind of addiction,
It's that time of your life, when you should just love.
It's that time of your life, when you take responsibility of your actions.
It's that time of your life, when you should move on the path of knowing yourself,
It's that time of your life, when you hope against all hopes.
It's that time of your life, when you decide your goals.
It's that time of your life, when you sacrifice.
It's that time of your life, when you start appreciating others and nature.
It's that time of your life, when you should love to give.
It's that time of your life, when you should be prepared for the worst.
It's that time of your life, when you remember the past,live the present and prepare for the future.
It's that time my dear friend, when you should just move on and learn everyday.
And then there will be a time when all your goals and dreams will come true.
And that will be the day when we sit down and cherish every moment of our lives.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Good Ol' Days!
Scene 1
I enter Penthouse.
~Hell lot of slippers and shoes on the floor. Seems as if ICAS lives here~
*First Destination Raghav and Nikhil's Room*
Raghav with his head phones watching a movie, Nikhil not present.
*Second Destination, Kitchen*
Check out the refrigerator and find some Bhujia and fill a plate with random stuff.
*Third Destination Harneel and Sourabh's Room*
Ranka Sleeping and Harneel listening to Guetta.
*Fourth Destination The ROOM with the most happening things in the world*
By happening things I mean, the broken bed,the television and private tub for anubhav and Hitesh.
Till now the stuff I bought from the kitchen is over and now all I can see is the terrace and a bat and a bowl.
Next Task - Convince People to play cricket.
Hitesh Ready
Ranka Ready
Harneel assumed ready
Raghav if asked ....ready
Calling Ankit, Vipul, Vaibhav, Bharat
Ankit coming in 5 mins
Vipul coming if he is not busy with his private stuff in his room...namely c1 c2 and youtube.
Bharat supposedly coming in 5 mins but comes in 25 mins.
Vaibhav as usual something else to do but soon gets convinced to come.
Nikhil Jain has made his way back from the library and is ready for the stress relief cricket match
Whose Left.....Anubhav Kishorepuria ....He knows deep down he wants to play...but just because I have asked e will show as if he is not interested in playing.
But finally comes...
The teams are made after a brainstorming sessions.
The teams are fair and the match begins.
Ankit comes on to bat..
Elegance personified.
You get him, you get the team
Next comes Bharat Poddar...
Sehwag is all I will say.
If I get him out somehow, I will make sure that it gets onto his mind that I have taken his wicket
Next Comes Anubhav.
After staying on the crease for 2 overs and playing weird looking shots, gets out to fairly normal delivery by ME (YES ME) and looks towards the bat and the pitch as if something weird happened.(Dude it was fucking normal)
Next comes Nikhil
Excessive off-side bowling and finally gives in out of frustration.
THe common man is on the crease...you all can guess who I am talking about.
3 or 4 balls to the end of the innings.
Score 45 or lets say 65 just for the presence of ankit.
WE come to bat.
Hitesh in.
You get him under 30 , you have a match in hand.
but this time he makes 26
Next comes Ranka
Decides to defend 3 balls and thats it for him. Hits as if he has been told the harder you hit , the sooner you get a girl.
Finally Out and the opponents breathe a sigh of relief
Score- 51
Next comes Vipul
Extravagant shots but just misses to connect. Finally connects and gets out the next ball .
Score - 57
Harneel comes and repeats what vipul did and gets out.
Score - 61
*after discussion of who goes in next between me and vaibhav... WE decide I go in*
*in the mean while hitesh is sleeping on the walls with the net support,Raghav fielding in close adn getting abuses from everybody present for taking catch and leaving catch,Vipul and harneel sharing a smoke.*
Next I come in.
I make a duck.
Next comes in Vaibhav
5 to win
After all the defense, he hits a four.
Scores level
Bharat with his master delivery gets him the next ball.
The scores tied.
Game over
We go back inside to see Jassi and Baba watching Television and then Jassi decides to have batting practice and guess who is the bowler 'the common man'.
Endless discussion as to who was better and who deserved to win and who cheated and what was a wrong decision and the effect of that decision on the game and random things.
But nobody won!
We all lost.
Everybody lost.
Coz we can't have it ever agian in our lives.
I will give away my right foot to play again.(Can't give my hands)
Memories make you do funny things.
Very Funny things indeed.
My dream is play their again for one last time with everybody.
I live with a hope that it will come true.
P.S-Sorry for breaking the no-name calling pact as it wouldnt have been possible to describe without naming
I enter Penthouse.
~Hell lot of slippers and shoes on the floor. Seems as if ICAS lives here~
*First Destination Raghav and Nikhil's Room*
Raghav with his head phones watching a movie, Nikhil not present.
*Second Destination, Kitchen*
Check out the refrigerator and find some Bhujia and fill a plate with random stuff.
*Third Destination Harneel and Sourabh's Room*
Ranka Sleeping and Harneel listening to Guetta.
*Fourth Destination The ROOM with the most happening things in the world*
By happening things I mean, the broken bed,the television and private tub for anubhav and Hitesh.
Till now the stuff I bought from the kitchen is over and now all I can see is the terrace and a bat and a bowl.
Next Task - Convince People to play cricket.
Hitesh Ready
Ranka Ready
Harneel assumed ready
Raghav if asked ....ready
Calling Ankit, Vipul, Vaibhav, Bharat
Ankit coming in 5 mins
Vipul coming if he is not busy with his private stuff in his room...namely c1 c2 and youtube.
Bharat supposedly coming in 5 mins but comes in 25 mins.
Vaibhav as usual something else to do but soon gets convinced to come.
Nikhil Jain has made his way back from the library and is ready for the stress relief cricket match
Whose Left.....Anubhav Kishorepuria ....He knows deep down he wants to play...but just because I have asked e will show as if he is not interested in playing.
But finally comes...
The teams are made after a brainstorming sessions.
The teams are fair and the match begins.
Ankit comes on to bat..
Elegance personified.
You get him, you get the team
Next comes Bharat Poddar...
Sehwag is all I will say.
If I get him out somehow, I will make sure that it gets onto his mind that I have taken his wicket
Next Comes Anubhav.
After staying on the crease for 2 overs and playing weird looking shots, gets out to fairly normal delivery by ME (YES ME) and looks towards the bat and the pitch as if something weird happened.(Dude it was fucking normal)
Next comes Nikhil
Excessive off-side bowling and finally gives in out of frustration.
THe common man is on the crease...you all can guess who I am talking about.
3 or 4 balls to the end of the innings.
Score 45 or lets say 65 just for the presence of ankit.
WE come to bat.
Hitesh in.
You get him under 30 , you have a match in hand.
but this time he makes 26
Next comes Ranka
Decides to defend 3 balls and thats it for him. Hits as if he has been told the harder you hit , the sooner you get a girl.
Finally Out and the opponents breathe a sigh of relief
Score- 51
Next comes Vipul
Extravagant shots but just misses to connect. Finally connects and gets out the next ball .
Score - 57
Harneel comes and repeats what vipul did and gets out.
Score - 61
*after discussion of who goes in next between me and vaibhav... WE decide I go in*
*in the mean while hitesh is sleeping on the walls with the net support,Raghav fielding in close adn getting abuses from everybody present for taking catch and leaving catch,Vipul and harneel sharing a smoke.*
Next I come in.
I make a duck.
Next comes in Vaibhav
5 to win
After all the defense, he hits a four.
Scores level
Bharat with his master delivery gets him the next ball.
The scores tied.
Game over
We go back inside to see Jassi and Baba watching Television and then Jassi decides to have batting practice and guess who is the bowler 'the common man'.
Endless discussion as to who was better and who deserved to win and who cheated and what was a wrong decision and the effect of that decision on the game and random things.
But nobody won!
We all lost.
Everybody lost.
Coz we can't have it ever agian in our lives.
I will give away my right foot to play again.(Can't give my hands)
Memories make you do funny things.
Very Funny things indeed.
My dream is play their again for one last time with everybody.
I live with a hope that it will come true.
P.S-Sorry for breaking the no-name calling pact as it wouldnt have been possible to describe without naming
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Random Quote
Happy the man & happy he alone
He who can call today his own
He who secure within can say
Tomorrow, do thy worst
For I have lived today. ~ Horace
He who can call today his own
He who secure within can say
Tomorrow, do thy worst
For I have lived today. ~ Horace
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